habitue of the hallowed ground..

i moved.

2007-03-12T01:32:00.000+08:00

from now on, i will not be writing here.
lumipat ako dito:

ang seminarista

thanks!!!

crazy little thing called love?

2007-02-03T22:28:00.001+08:00

posting just for the sake of having a post. :P

a lot of things happened after my birthday. haha.

i passed all the ntrance exams i took. and the good thing is that the courses wherein i passed were my first choices!! haha.. :P

i will be leaving on march 21 for the exchange student program. i'll be in japan for a YEAR.. that's right, a YEAR..

i will be delayed in entering college.. haha.! next year pa ako magiging COLEGIOLO. haha. bwiset na yan.. atat na akong pumasok ng college!

btw, ininterview ako ng ateneo/san jose seminary.. haha.. ewan ko kung papasa ako! haha.. naubusan ako ng english!

ahh ewan!

:P

gaudete

2006-12-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

gaudete in domino semper.

as the entrance antiphon was being read, my heart is thumping very violently. i was holding the censer.. i cant move. the alb hindered me to do so. my surplice almost caught fire. as the entrance hymn began, i placed my right foot forward, then my left. until i reached the sanctuary.

i looked at the virgin in the altar. she seemed to smile at me. the priests kissed the table. i then moved to assist the main celebrant. i handed him the thurible. a total of nine swings was seen. he then moved around the table, stopping at the middle to release again nine swings. he stopped by the cross. he then let the corpus smell the scent of burning incense. after the incensation, he then gave me the thurible. my heart stopped its violent thumping.

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then i woke up.. it was just a dream.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

homecoming..

2006-12-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

it is so nice to be back..
4 days before my birthday..
i'll be 16 on sunday..
yahoo!!
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i was super duper busy the whole month.. well you see, i am almost close to being invisible in class.. the teachers keep on asking me why i was not in our class.. at least, i managed to cope up with the lessons..
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i joined the 30th regional secondary schools press conference held at quezon city science..
and i won.. 4th place in pagsulat ng balita.. i was so close in going to the national press con.. dep ed sends only those in the top three spots.. take note.. top three and i was top 4.. the only wish that i have is.. for the third place to be sick so that i can go to the national.. too harsh ayt? haha
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the celebration of the english week (as i've said, i was the vp of the club) was very much successful.. the only thing we lack now is the by laws, which ms mabini said, is our legacy to the club.. i hope we can finish that by january..
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i also joined the dep ed-intel regional science fair at UE caloocan.. our project was able to compete in the regional.. so much for us.. only one project of our school was chosen and they will be going to baguio for the national..
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next week will be the school fair.. a series of events will be held like the switch days, campus dudes and babes, campus song bird, teacher's day and the battle of the bands.. i will be the vocalist of the band pambura't pantasa.. i need a change in image so i have the opportunity.. haha
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for the switch days, i was chosen by madame x to be her student teacher.. i had a one-on-one teaching with her so that i wont be having a hard time in explaining the lesson.. i just finished my lesson plan for two days.. and i still dont know what i will be wearing for that two days..
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if you remember, i applied for a three-week toor/scholarship in japan sponsored by afs.. they called me two weeks ago.. they told me that i was qualified for the year program.. which will start in march.. at first i was having a hard time in deciding.. but then by divine intervention i made my decision.. i took the opportunity.. it was an all-expense paid scholarship and i will be studying in japan.. for one year.. wahaha.. i will not experience crossing that stage on graduation day.. cause our grad is on april and i am scheduled to leave on march..
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i will be having an advance party for my bday.. tomorrow at seven here in our residence.. we will be having an overnight.. haha..
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start of the much awaited simbang gabi tomorrow night at nine.. haha..
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that's all for now!
i really miss blogger!
God bless!

part of life. love life. love your life.

2006-11-26T20:23:00.000+08:00

hello people of the blog-o-sphere. i am back. after that very, very busy week.
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because of my abscense, i owe you a lot. so let me give you a post worth reading. have fun. enjoy.
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Part of Life
by: DJ

We are men and women of schedules. We have schedules to follow and appointments to fulfill. Some schedules are quite loose and quite open. Even the jobless have schedules to follow. We wake up, brush our teeth, drink coffee, read newspaper and continue to do this everyday.

But there is something wrong when we allow our schedules to run our lives. There is something wrong when we allow the routine of everyday to become the supreme law of our life. It is no longer right when schedules rule our lives in such a way that we do not have any time anymore to enjoy each other. We are enslaved by our schedules when we lose freedom to choose. We become less human. We become like horses. All we need is a tap in the back and off we go.

Then you might say to me, "But that is a part of life." And I will answer, "Precisely! Definitely! Our schedules are only part of life. That is not the totality of life."

Our schedules are only part of life. The will of our Creator for us is not to be enslaved by our schedules of building, eating, drinking, buying, selling, and planting.

Life is more than just schedules. Life is more than duties to fulfill. While God is a God of order, God also is a God of rest. Let us not forget that the will of God for us is not fullness of schedules but fullness of life. Sometimes because of the demand of urban living, we forget the most important things.

At the sunset of life, it is not your tight schedule that will matter. At the sunset of life, it is how much love we put into our schedules that God will look for.

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Can a future shepherd of God's flock be faithful to his calling and yet be human enough to succumb wonderful feeling of love?

The answer: It depends on how one defines love. If we are speaking of that special exclusive bond one has with a lover, then I may say that seminarians cannot and should not engage in it. Choosing to tread the thorny part to priestly ministry in itself is already an acceptance and a preparation for an equally wonderful life of celibacy.

I say it is equally wonderful because the celibate priest can give himself fully and wholly to the service and love of God and his church. He learns a special kind of love that he then shares with his flock. Jesus is the supreme example of this kind of love when He instituted the Sacrament of the Holy Eucharist-- when He gave Himself up on the cross. This kind of love that future laborers in the vineyard must cultivate.

But it is so easy to talk. It is another thing to apply the ideal principle, because we who are hoping to wear that white sotana also "fall in love."

More often than not, I find myself sinking in the quagmire of confusion. During these times, I wonder if Miss Right feels the same, and thinks that I also fit the descripition of her lifetime partner to the letter.

It is worse when you have to fen her off--it happens, modesty aside-- because you just can't find the right words to do it painlessly. You find that you are not making sense, and even that you are contradicting yourself. You even think, "Where id God when you need Him?"

But at last, even if I cant understand the reasons of the heart, at leat I relent to the reasonable fact that the two states are irreconcilable. So whether it is painful for me or not, and whether it is painful for her or not, I must pull away. It is only in choosing my vocation that I can truly be effective-- as a seminarian and as a lover and servant of all his flock.
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By the way, I passed the entrane exam in St Paul Seminary and I am in the middle of confusion since, I think, I am falling in love. A bit of help here dear friends!! :D

God bless!

adelantado

2006-11-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

choices are choices. there's no turning back. -utakgago
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i have been very busy for the past few days and will be very busy for the next few weeks. you see, i have been working for different departments in our school.. let me give you a list.
1. science department- ANGELS club president, team leader INTEL science fair entry (the dust thing), member of the working body during the science month celebration.
2. math department- member of the working body during the math week. quiz master during the math quiz bee. announcer during the math bingo.
3. english department- i was elected vice president of the maksci english club and we are preparing for the english week scheduled first/second week of december. memeber of the dreams + teams sponsored by the british council.
4. languages department(filipino)- OIC for buwan ng wika. predisent of the "kadluan"
5. makabayan department- the student teacher for economics whenever madame x is not around. the umpire/commentator/ during the intramurals.
6. supreme student government-general assembly- class president so i am a gen ass member.
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too much for a student? wait there's more.. here is my schedule for the next week..
1. overnight training for journalism
2. meeting with the english club adviser
3. review for ustet
4. prepare for the intel sci fair
5. prepare for the journ contest
6. attend the search-in in st paul seminary. hope i'll pass
7. ustet
8. sci fair
9. NCAT
10. english week
11. to follow..* ^-^ *
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that is really too much for me.. i am not attending my classes anymore. but still i am having high grades.. but my teacher in values education (?) was saying something about my busy-ness in life.. but i wasnt able to understand her because her bestfriend, our paper adviser was talking to me.. (they were having lunch then) i wonder what that is.. maybe i got a failing grade in values? i dont think so..
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i am still working for my article for "a vision 2007" that TCP project.. gosh. that is tbs yesterday. waw. epitome of a good student.
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that's it for now.. by the way, i was looking at the pictures of the newly ordained priest of manila.. i was looking at their faces.. i saw their smiles.. (to be continued..)
god bless! have a nice weekend!

everytime i see you..

2006-11-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

a very exhausting day.
i had many things to do but i still managed to attend the first three classes. filipino with our paper adviser ms san pascual, economics with madam x (mrs asido) and english with mrs larcena.
in filipino, we had a quiz about the previous chapter we had discussed.. i think the chapter about ginoong pasta.. after that, she said we would tak a break and we'll discuss about ang paghuhukom by i dont know who..
in economics, we had the lesson about GNP and many more..
in english, we had a quiz about reported discourse. i only got 8 out of ten. stupid me..
during break, i had to meet our principal for the kadluan interview.. i was amazed by her accommodation.. and during the course of the interview, she was nearly crying because of a question.. "sino po ang nagbibigay ng inspirasyon para sa inyo?" she said that it was her mother who contributed the most.. she said that she came from a poor family and she was orphaned at nine years old.
after that, we went to the library to do some preparation for the quiz bee..
at lunchtime, i had to attend a meeting with our english counterpart, the vision for the upcoming regional contest in journalism.. as expected, i will be the contestant for the category "pagsulat ng balita."
during the meeting at the press room,i was struck by the film being watched by other colleagues, titanic.
i remember the last time that i watched that.. i was still in elementary.. gash.. am i too old? haha..
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walang makapang aapi sayo kung nakapag aral ka..
-ms divine..
that's it for now! god bless!

yun, this is for you.

2006-11-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

i had a korean friend. his name is yun, yung sik. he was an exchange student from south korea.. he had to stay with a filipino family for one week. so our principal asked me if i am willing to stay with him for just a week.. i told my mom, and she said yes.
so the next morning, we had to fetch him. he was a fluent english speaker. we did not find it hard to talk to him. because as i have said, he was afluent speaker. our principal asked us to bring him to some historical places, so we went to intramuros, luneta and aguinaldo shrine..
during his stay, he had taught me how to write korean characters, and how to read those. he taught me of simple korean words. i also taught him of filipino words and how to write them.
i miss him a lot!
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oh wtf. why am i writing about yun? oh. because i was watching "a rosy life" the drama is very realistic. it talks about a family, where the husband has a mistress.. i pity her.. i just feel her sorrows, pains and agonies in life..
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i enjoy watching korean dramas.. their drama are simple yet very heartwarming.. no wonder why most of us filipinos are getting addicted to them.. haha..
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i saw my USTET test permit.. gash.. the middle name written was wrong.. haha.. i asked my dad to return it and tell them the correction.. :P
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that's it for today!
good night and God bless!

the homecoming!!

2006-11-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

sorry for the long absence.. friends.. i've been very busy in school for the past few days..
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i want to congratulate my friend, carl joy dayandante, for winning talksmart's FILIPINO BLOG OF THE WEEK (week 29).. thanks also for those who supported me.. :P
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i am enjoying the discussion about el filibusterismo now.. i have learned to understand the messages of each chapter and to analyze each character.. haha.. the character that i like most is placido penitente.. he the epitome of a good student, haha.. our teacher said the his name means "silently suffering" or "quiet sufferer".. hehe.. i also like padre camorra,. hehe..
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here's my ateneo essay.. hope you'll like it. haha.
Are you alive? Most likely, people will say "Yes!" First, you are breathing. Your heart is beating. You can walk. You can sing. You can dance. But, the signs that you are alive are not just those that could be diagnosed by doctors or measured by medical equipment. The real sign of being alive is giving life to others. A person can only be considered living if he has given his life to others; if he inspires the life of others; if he has set good examples and his good deeds live on.

Giving life to others… This is my ultimate goal since I was a child. Inspiring others through my good deeds, helping others turn from their bad ways, all of these have been my purpose of living.

Since I became the coordinator of Altar Servers in our parish, I devoted myself in shaping my colleagues into a better person. At my very young age, I have shown them the way to live, to love and to obey like Jesus.

My ability to touch the lives of others is not just confined in our parish. It goes beyond the limits. I can also do it in school. Helping my classmates with their problems, maybe it about school or family.

These experiences made me a better person. These experiences completed me as a person. These experiences are my best ways of giving life to others. These experiences make and keep me alive.

In the same way, many would pass a medical examination with the heart beating strongly, with normal blood pressure and the brain working at its best. The question is: Are you able to give life to others? If you do be glad that you really are alive! I am glad that I am alive! But if you don’t, the doctors may say that you are alive but you may have died long ago!
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haha.. i am not in my mind when i wrote that essay. haha. that is really the other side of me.. :P
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i was having a chat with yna (the whore) and we talked about her friends, about her love and about the blogger who called her.. hehe..
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so that's it.. ive got nothing to say na.. :P
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PS: please vote for the chilltowntuesdays and denib-josette tandem.. :P thanks you very much!
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God bless!!

deejay @ 75.

2006-11-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

a million thanks to you, dear reader, a million thanks.

this is my seventy-fifth blog entry since my stay here in blogger.. i started last may 2006.. i never thought that i would be having those blog links, those senseless entries and stuff.. but hey. i just did.. and i still have the "urge" to write, to share, to comment, to tag...

blogging is my nirvana, my utopia, my heaven.. in blogging, i let my self travel the farthest distance, walk through others' lives, meet new friends.. blogging opened another chapter in my life.. it helped me release mixed emotions dwelling in my veins.. whew.

in short, blogging has been a part of my life..
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again, im not feeling well... the image of carbon double bonds and stuff like terpenes and isoprenes are running in my head.. it's like a "catch me if you can" scenario.. whew.. i am having a hard time digesting all the lessons with ms. espie.. how ironic.. i took BS CHem ENgineering in UP, but i cant understand simple Org CHem lessons.. i guess it will be a long way for me in college..
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about my post yesterday, i really thanks br. vince for enlightening me.. i guess i would take that advise..
hah!
that's it for now..
god bless.

damn. hehe.

2006-11-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

i am not feeling well. i just finished my physics project and many personal things..
while doing so, i found myself re-considering the path that i would take. i dont know. i just realized that i would be happier if i go and find a find a job first then submit yourself to god and his church.. wa.. i dont know..
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i am glad to know that i was nominated for the second time in talksmart's filipino blog of the week.. again.. i am asking for your help.. hehe.. it is in my sidebar.. thanks!
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here's a story that i came across..
hope you'll find it interesting..
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Ang Kwintas
Naririnig ko ang maingay na sigawan ng mga batang naglalaro ng tumbang preso. Alam mo ba kung anong klaseng laro iyon? Iyon ang latang binabato ng tsinelas. Naalala ko pa noong ako'y musmos pa lamang. Madalas kong yayain ang aking mga kaibigang maglaro ng tumbang preso sa gabi lalo na't maliwanag ang buwan. Palagi akong pinapalo ng aking ina at sinasabing, "Sige ka, lumabas ka at kakainin ka ng aswang." Matakot ba naman ang isang matigas ang ulo? Tatakbo ako at magtatago sa likod ng traysikel na minamaneho ng tatay ko. Hahabulin ako ni inay ngunit din a nya ako mahahanap pa.

Isang araw, wala kaming klase dahil may sakit ang gaming guro. Katulad ng isang karaniwang mag-aaral, nagsaya ako at ang aking mga kaibigan. Sa aming paglalakad habang kami ay papauwi na, inagaw ang aking pansin ng isang makinang na bagay sa daan. Iyon pala'y isang kwintas na may palawit na krusipiho. Dali dali kong pinulot iyon at muntik na kaming mag away ng aking kaibigan dahil gusto niyang siya ang mag may ari pero di ako pumayag.

Nang gabing iyon, lumabas ako ng aking silid, kinuha ko ang kwintas sa aking taguan at pumunta ako sa may veranda. Maliwanag ang buwan at manaka nakang naririnig ang huni ng kwago. Tinitigan ko ang aking kwintas at napansin kong may nakasulat sa ibang lenggwahe. Kung ano man ang kahulugan nun, hindi ko na inalam. Nagnilay nilay ako at sa sarili'y sinabi, "Siguradong magandang isuot ang kwintas na ito sa aking graduation day!"

Lumipas pa ang mga araw, dumating ang oras ng aking pagtatapos. Noon ko lang uli inilabas ang kwintas at sinasabi ng bawat nakakakita ay, "Uy, ang ganda naman ng kwintas na iyan." Ngingiti lang ako't din a sasagot pa.

Iyon ay nakalipas na. mga magagandang ala-ala na aking binabalik balikan. Hindi ko alam kung anong hiwaga mayroon ang kwintas dahil nagdala ito ng maraming swerte sa aking buhay. Pagkatapos ko ng kolehiyo, nakahanap agad ako ng trabaho, nagging mayaman at nagkaroon ng perpektong pamilya. Hindi ko ipinagraramot ang aking swerte, nagbibigay ako ng tulong sa mga kapus-palad.

Si inay? Si inay—nung Makita nya ang kwintas ay bigla siyang napaiyak. Niyakap nya ako ng buong higpit at sinabing, "Papanaw akong maligaya sapagkat alam kong magkakaroon ka ng magandang kinabukasan. Mapalad ka anak, mapalad ka sa kwintas na iyan." Hindi na ako nagkaroon ng pagkakataong itanong ang ibig ipahiwatig ng aking ina at maging yung simbolo ng kwintas ay di ko na nalaman pa. Pero hindi na iyon mahalaga pa, iyon marahil ang hiwagang inililihim ng kwintas.

Ang swerteng ito'y hindi na magtatagal pa. Dala ng katandaan, dinapuan ako ng sakit at alam kong malapit na akong pumanaw. Pinahinto ko ang kotse sa lugar na kinapulutan ko ng kwintas. Inilapag ko iyon at iniwan sa lupa. Kagaya din ng ginawa ng aking ina.

Hindi ako nanghihinayang na mapulot ito ng iba. Okay lang, sila naman!

within the soul.

2006-11-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

"envy is pain at the good fortune of others" says the good old aristotle in his book, rhetoric. true. indeed, envy is the pain at the good fortune of others.

many of us here associate the word jealousy with envy. there is a big difference between the two. consider these examples.

i have a precious stone in my hand and i dont want you to look at it. this is jealousy.

i have a precious stone in my hand. you have a more precious stone. i try to take a glimpse of the stone in you hand and i want it to be mine. this is envy.

admit it. we tend to be like this.

we tend to envy the good fortune of others. for some reason we see it as an injustice to us.
a not-so-bright student is happy with his grades until he finds out that his seatmate got better ones. a young women considers herself lucky to have landed a job within a month after her graduation until she learns that her classmate found one that paid higher.

how happy we wpuld be if we only learn of this wisdom parable: "i have no shoes so i complained, until i found someone without feet". there would be less tension in this life if people count their blessings rather than their lacks or misfortunes.

a thankful heart never ceases to count the innumerable blessings bestowed upon us. on the other hand, if we keep an eye out for what others have, we become miserable.

a tribute to the company of saints.

2006-11-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

NOvember 1 is for the saints..
NOvember 2 is for the souls..
okei?
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communo sanctorum. here i go again.. speaking Latin.. that dead language.. oh well, let's get started.

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saints are those who manifested holiness and exceptional virtues in their earthly lives. those who had inspired others and made God known to men.. since it's all saints day, let me share with you an insight about my favorite saint. I was inspired by his good works and holy life.. He is St. John Bosco, better known as Don Bosco.

A man with a vision, with an awareness of the good that lives in people, with an ability of dreaming dreams of beauty for those he met along his way, this is John Bosco.

St. John Bosco (1815-1888) was born to poor parents in Recchi, Italy, the Piedmont area of northern Italy. When John was two, his father died prematurely. As a boy, John lived on a farm with his family doing the only thing they knew how, farming. Poverty and a lack of formal education in the home did not stop the growth of John Bosco as a person. His mother was for real, realizing the importance of God in life.

This friendship with God became powerful and slowly John prepared for the priesthood. In 1841 at the age of 26, John was ordained priest at Turin, and immediately gave himself to that work, finding shelter for neglected youth and instructing them in religion. He was now ready to make his contribution toward the poor and homeless. He rented an old barn in a field which he called "The Oratory." This was the first of many oratories John Bosco founded for helping poor boys who needed a home. He believed that prayer and Holy Mass and Communion and confession are the best ways for children to attain a sense of personal responsibility.

In a short time, other priests joined him in his work and by 1852 they were caring for over 600 boys. John dealt with them by using a minimum of restraint and discipline, lots of love, keeping careful watch over their development and encouraging them personally and through religion.

John's preaching and writing, as well as the charitable support of wealthy and powerful patrons allowed for expansion of his work. The need for dependable assistants led to the founding of the society of St. Francis de Sales in 1859, and it continues to work today.

To provide similar care for the poor and neglected girls, John Bosco founded, in 1872, the Daughters of Our Lady, Help of Christians.

The life of St. John Bosco was full and his zeal contagious. He never got tired of talking and writing about his work for the young and their care. On this feast day the Church has chosen for the Office of Readings an excerpt from one of his letters. It expresses his concern and is applicable for our time when children suffer from neglect in broken homes and in less than ideal welfare situations.

John wrote: "If we wish to appear concerned about the true happiness of our foster children and if we would move them to fulfill their duties, you must never forget that you are taking the place of the parents of these beloved young people. I have always labored lovingly for them, and carried out my priestly duties with zeal. And the whole Salesian Society has done this with me.

Juggler, magician, acrobat, tailor, teacher and writer, John Bosco became all of these in his efforts to lead boys and girls to God. A prayer was the price of admission to his shows; a friendly contest to match skill or strength was his answer to the hoodlums who laughed at him. As a priest he was known as Don Bosco and built churches and schools.

John Bosco would be pleased with the concern that the Church has today for education. This concern is expressed in the II Vatican Council's Decree on Christian Education.

John Bosco died on January 31, 1888 and was canonized in 1934 by Pope Pius XI. His work was continued by a group of dedicated people called the Salesians. His feast day is celebrated on January 31. St. John Bosco is honored by us as an outstanding teacher and father to the young, and we ask that we be filled with love like his.
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If I would be very blessed and become a priest someday, I'll sure follow his steps..

wakanabitch.

2006-10-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

haha! at last! Im here again in front of of my PC.. it has been six days since I last updated.. (as if it is a long time..)
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i was welcomed by a message from talksmart (http://salaswildthoughts.com) saying I was nominated for his blog of the week award.. never in my whole blogging life have I expected that I will be nominated in such a very well known award.. so I would just like to ask a favor from you, dear blogger, to please vote for me.. haha.. you can press the link mentioned above and votye for me.. haha.. i would really appreciate it!
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it was a long and strenuous sem break.. i mean week cause i did not have enough time to rest and meditate but, i did enjoy the week..
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it was a very fine wednesday morning, with a big blue bag and black side bag, i decided to walk in palma rather than the busy villena.. i liked the chirping of the birds.. to my shock, all of the participants were already there.. i was the only one missing.. ( i guess that would really be my trademark: being late always.) with some apologies ( and i gues they have heard it from me a million times) we placed our bags in the van which i think, has been waiting for us for almost an hour or so.. then we headed to our venue: the university hotel. i really do not know that such a hotel exists. but the good thing was, i was able to research some facts about it so i wont be lost.. (thanks to google..) so it was the start of the adventure..

the participants were introduced.. there were three schools present: makati science high school, makati high school and st. scholastica's college.. each has six participants, except for maksci cause we had seven.. the participants were:
MSHS
twinkle, irish, andrew, jaive, leslie, kevin and me.
MHS
leandro, nellan, kristine, mary jane, donna mae and jansen.
SSC
alexis, azee, crissel, aly, dom and ara.
at first, we were very shy. none of us dared to speak.. but then when we had our dinner, we felt at ease with each other and voila.!

hays.. its a long story but in the end, one thing was evident.. I enjoyed it and i will treasure it..

going nuts. haha.

2006-10-24T15:38:00.001+08:00

okei.. so this is it.. i'll be posting in tagalog..
haha.. namiss ko ito grabe!
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isa akong masugid na tagasubaybay ng mga blog ng kung sinu sino. kabilang rito sina:
utakgagohttp://vindication.wordpress.com
henerosohttp://henerosobistokya.blogspot.com
ynahttp://sukobna.blogspot.com
boy bawanghttp://snack-ng-bayan.blogspot.com
carl joy(mr. tuesday)http://chilltowntuesdays.blogspot.com
kimhttp://exposedvanity.blogspot.com
jonellhttp://paurong14.blogspot.com
bembol(rafael)http://itsmepaengzter.blogspot.com
at kung sinu-sinu pa..(refer to my links.)
habang ako'y nagbabasa ng mga makapagbagbag damdamin nilang mga posts.. natisod ako sa mga post nila utakgago, heneroso, at di ko maalala.. ung post nila na "QUESTION AND ANSWER" eto ung magtatanong ang mga mamamayan ng blog-o-landia at sasagutin nila ng buong puso. haha!
ngaun.. naisipan ko na gayahin.. haha.. so ngaun.. eto na.. magsimula na kayong magtanong.. at sasagutin ko.. :P mapageneral info, math, science, english, history, personal at kung ano pang chorvaness yan.. XD
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i'll be in a hiatus.. five days maybe.. i'll be in a stay in seminar.. i'm not yet sure if there will be an internet connection there.. so that's it.. have good days ahead! :P

hiatus, no more!

2006-10-22T21:39:00.001+08:00

yes! finally! the hell week has finished! hurrah!
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i really had a hard time, studying and completing my notes last week.. my hand were almost shaking of fatigue.. haha..
the tests were quite difficult.. difficult because i did not attend classes.. the research thing always grab my learning atmosphere.. by the way, we already had the samples tested so we are just waiting for the results.. haha..
i also enjoyed sleeping.. ha!
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yesterday, i attended the YFC youth camp and guess what? i relly enjoyed it.. its not just about the company.. its about loving our lord god and proclaiming he is OUR SAVIOR!! i love you jesus!!
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haha!
start of our sembreak.. and i have nothing to do.. oh, i have something to do. i have to attend the stay in seminar in UP.. haha!!
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that's it for today..
have a good night sleep!!
god loves you!

variation and descartes..

2006-10-17T02:51:00.001+08:00

and on the third day he blogged again..
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i am very sorry for not posting for almost three days.. i was very busy running after teachers.. completing my requirements.. taking up missed quizzes.. ha! i am always outside the classroom.. digesting dust.. literally..
you see, because of this heavy metal analysis thing.. i always miss classes and stuff.. imagine.. collecting dust and analyzing what it contains.. so what if it has heavy metal? will it be the end of the world? is it a matter of life and death (again, quoting mrs. maquinano..) gawd. sorry teammates but i just have to release this emotion.. haha..
and so here i am.. awake at 3:05am.. completing my notes in math, calculus, english.. i have to complete those because it's part of our grades.. anyway.. we will be having our 2nd quarter exams on wednesday up till friday.. and still i am not reviewing.. waa! i dont want to lose my place in the top ten.. gawd.. it's hard to be a part of that.. grr..
but i had something to console myself.. we just had our payroll and it means.. sweldo time again! haha! 750php.. not bad..
til here..
good day!!

thirteenth.

2006-10-13T21:58:00.001+08:00

Death. The word that makes some people shiver with fear. The words that some people dont want to discuss about let alone hear it. Why are people afraid of it? Death as they say is viewed as a transition phase. From the living to the afterlife or so they say. But the one thing that always bothers me is not death itself but the thought of where do we go when we die. The question of what will happen to us after we die. That thought makes me insecure and I believe that's the reason why I'm afraid to die. Yet seeing that there are a lot of explanations and beliefs about what will happen only makes me wonder more. Which of these explanations is the right one?
I Christian Belief / Muslim Belief
First of all, there is the Christian Belief. That states that after we die, we go to either hell or heaven. That where our souls will go will depend on how we lived here on earth. That if we're good, then we go to heaven and be with God. And if not, we go to hell and suffer eternal damnation and pain. But there are people who were on the brink of dying or were declared clinically dead and yet they survive. Usually their stories tells us that they saw a white light at the end of a tunnel and yet they feel like they are attracted to it, they turned away from it, thus explaining how they survived or went into their conscious state. Or hearing a voice telling them that its not yet their time to die thus returning. The Muslim part is that they when they die and if they do the will of Allah, then they will be with him in paradise. It's the same as the Christian belief.
II . Re incarnation
Some religion like Hinduism and Buddhism believes that after we die, we are reincarnated or born again. The body that we will be born in depends if we lived a good past life or not. If we dont live a good life then we become a lower life form like an insect or an animal. If we live good enough then we still are born as humans. But the process of death wouldnt allow us to remember who we were during our past life. That it erases all the memories of out past lives. Imagine the trouble if death doesnt cause that. Then we could remember all the pain and suffering that we experienced when we were living. In case of murders or so then will seek revenge thus resulting in chaos. Although there are some instances when we feel like we've experienced something similar before. Like we are living into some kind of a replay of an event. But we cant remember that much, we feel like we saw a place before although we havent been there or an event or situation that we were in. Although we cant remember exactly, we feel that we were really there, like de ja vu. My guess is that maybe weve been really there before that our memory of that place is so strong that even death wasnt able to erase it. That it was strongly imprinted on our memories.
III Nature state
Maybe when we die our life form will be dissipated. That our life form or soul will be divided into smaller pieces like atoms or molecules. That we will go back to nature and be something like a part of a plant, an animal or even the air. That maybe, we are the sum of all the life form that was formed when we were born. From the life form of the animals and nature itself. And when we die our life form will transfer to another maybe as a whole or in pieces. Thus having uniqueness.
IV. Black and Blank State
The state that Im really afraid about, hope its not true. The black and blank state as I call it is that when we die, its the end. Its like we close the television screen. Full darkness. Its like we go to a very deep sleep. Thats it we are asleep forever. The end. Kaput. That time passes and we are not aware of it forever. The other worse part is that we are asleep; the only difference is that we cant feel the other parts of the body, that we cant talk nor move. Its like your consciously awake but we cant do anything. We can hear or cannot hear the things around us. Complete silence, For eternity. That's real scary.

What if what will happen to us when we die is based on our beliefs. That when we believe in heaven, then if were good enough, then heaven it is. Or if we believe in other ways, then the result will be that of what we believe in. Its in the way we view things so to speak, that we're going to experience.. There are a lot of other explanations or beliefs about where we go when we die. But we must also realize that we must not worry about it too much that we compromise the way we live. All we could do is be ready for it, that it will come period. And that we must live our lives to the fullest, enjoy life, live! As the saying goes it is not how you die but is how you live. And besides nobody has risen from the dead to tell us about what really happened. So I guess we will have to figure it out and experience it by ourselves.

and on the eighth day, man created blog-o-sphere.

2006-10-12T16:20:00.000+08:00

the new days of a week: monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday and BLOGDAY..
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how do you blog?
(an appraisal)

almost everyone i know is into blogging. of course, blogging is not just about "posting".. there is something beyond posting.. i'm sure, just as bloggers have different blog templates and stuff, then it should follow that they also have different blogging rituals.

so what is your blogging ritual.

posting..

how do you post? how often do you post? what are the usual topic of your posts? I, for example, I try to the best of my ability, to post everyday or at least every other day. I tend to post about significant things that happen to me within the day or whenever my mind has a weird idea that nakes my brain burst.

how do you make a post? do you make a draft of your idea on a piece of paper or in your mind then post or just type away? whenever i have time, i would make a draft then post.. but usually, i just type the words away.. more often than not, i check my grammar twice.. but usually, i do not check it.. cause my usual error are typo errors..

comments, tags and bloghopping..

reading blogs makes you connected to other bloggers in a way because you know more about that person even if you dont know him/her personally.. i find making comments very interesting.. lalo na ung "i-wish-i-had-written-that" type of comments! haha. on tagging, i just find it cool..

so there you go. an evaluation about blogging and the blog-o-sphere..

when chiasmus and zeugma mated..

2006-10-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

studying the figures of speech is a part of high school life.. you see, we started learning the three basic figures namely: simile, methapor and personification.. and as we go to high school, a lot will be added to our list.. from the first three to thirty more..

chiasmus and zeugma are some of the figures i enjoyed alot though i really didnt know anything about them before.. i just met them last week, when my classmates reported about them..

so once again, a wacky idea.

i have to go now. i have to review for the long test about the figures of speech! haha

nighty!

talking to myself.

2006-10-09T23:39:00.001+08:00

i've been staring at my monitor for several hours now. and voila! nothing came to my mind but the thought of breaking the jaws of the one who changed my password.. imagine.. he sent an im saying: BILHIN MO ANG PASSWORD MO.. gawsh.. and his asking for seven hundred fifty pesos.. haha.. desperado..
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organic chemistry. whew. im in the threshold of passing and failing this elective. gawd. its hard to memorize those nomenclatures and stuff.. methyl, butyl, KILL.. haha..
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okay so this is very boring!
i want to rest. i want to have a break. haha!
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bread, brew, bro.

2006-10-08T14:59:00.001+08:00

i am the eldest of the three children of my parents.. i have a six year old sister and a four year old brother.. and because of that, i have to adjust with them. i can not be very mature in my ways because that would bring many questions from my siblings. and so i have to be somehow childish in my ways.. no problem about that because i am really childish.. childish to the extent of playing robots and matchbox cars.. haha

anyway.. the most strenuous task of being a brother is taking care of your bro and your sis.. you must know how to share and to sacrifice for them as what my lola said.. again, no problem about that..

syempre, there are times that i have to discipline them. and the worst thing that i can do to them is to spank them. but i only did that once.. that was when i was typing my research paper and then they did turn off the pc.. and that made me very angry.. everytime i have to correct them, i would yell at them and make some sermon.. imagine a 16 year old yelling at a six and a four year old.

but, in a simple way, i make bawi at them if i have some candies.. or everytime i receive my stipend, i would go to the nearest jollibee and buy my bro's favorite palabok fiesta and my sis favorite jolly hotdog.. haha.. and the three of us would be happy eating our dinner..

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my "brother material" is not confined in the premises of our home.. i always bring it to anywhere i go.. syempre sa school yun..

i am very proud to say that i serve as my classmates' big brother.. i am the one who always takes care of them.. i see to it that none of them will fail.. and if they dont have an assignment or the like, i am very happy to share my answers to them.. i dont see it as an abuse to my kindness.. haha..

i am the naughtiest adviser.. and one of the best "bridge".. yung tipong ilalakad mo sila sa mga minamahal nila.. yung tipong ikaw ung tutulong lagi sa pagaayos ng mga misunderstandings nila.. i am their excuser.. haha.. i would talk to their parents everytime we have to go home late.. haha

also, i am the kuya of my sakristans.. i would always teach the right way of giving the chalice, holding the cross, the candles, the communion plates.. haha..

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let me quote mr. marc brown..
Sometimes being a brother is even better than being a superhero.
its true.. believe me..

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braggadocio

2006-10-07T23:09:00.001+08:00

i was walking along the street going to the church when suddenly, a 5 year old beggar pulled my shirt. i was on the verge of pushing his hand when i realized it would be unjust if i wont give him a peso or two. i remembered that i have some coins in my purse. so being a nice guy (feeler!) i gave him a shining five peso coin. wow. that was the coin i got from rustan's rockwell. haha! going back to the story, i saw the boy giving the 5 peso coin to his mother. his mother, unhappy with what was given her, pointed to other people walking down the street..

i then blurted out, "kawawang bata." (with matching iling ng ulo.. haha)
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when i was still a kid, i had this tendency to brag about everything that i have. from new toys to new pair of shoes.. everything.. but that was in the past.. i learned my lesson.. my mother taught me that lesson.. and i prefer not to share it here.. pm me if you wish to know. haha. hulaan mo kung anong ym id ko.. haha
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hays. im bored. haha. just text me if you have time. heres my number..
0927331_46_.. haha.. guess what the "_" are. use this as a clue..:
when 19 and 16 are combined then 3 is subtracted from it and then get the fifth root the answer then raise it to the third power.. haha!
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ok. so this is very boring. haha.
nighty!

usb and the national library..

2006-10-06T20:03:00.001+08:00

parting is such sweet sorrow.

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a new "amo" on monday.. daddy robert leaves the school and gives way to mommy divine. gawsh.. i am really sad because sir anir will be leaving on monday.. who will sign our excuse letters now? haha. i will surely miss his "chicken soup" speeches! waa.

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today, we went to the national library along kalaw ave. near luneta.. gawsh. that was an adventure. it was my first time to enter that lib. nyaha!

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i thought the national library was like the library of congress in the US.. i was wrong. it was (to be honest) cheap. the first thing that entered my mind was: : is this a library? yabang.. it looks like a ghost building to me.. and i think that almost all of the attendants and the workers there are matandang-dalaga wearing their big reading glasses.. yabang uli..

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"my friends keep telling me, that if you really love her you've got to set her free..
and if she returns in kind, i know se's mine.."

this is a line from one of my favorite songs.. and im singing this (in my mind lang ha!) while we are together. yes. SHE is a member of my research team. so everytime we have to go to different places, we would always be together..

and lately i realized i was feeling the same feeling that i felt (gulo no!) when i was still "in love" with her.. oo.. hindi kami naging kami kasi meron na syang iba.. so how's that? i gave way.. i know it's hard to accept reality. but reality was there laughing at my face..

while we were at the lib, we were having our kulitan and the like.. wala lang.. i just feel like parang kami.. haha! and we would hold hands when crossing streets.. i would seat beside her in jeepneys.. hays.. just dreaming!

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anyhoo.. i am wasted by business. gawsh. im having a tight sched for the past few weeks.. and i smell what the teachers are cooking.. PERIODICAL TESTS!! why, oh why! haha!

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three sweet cheers for your fourth year?

2006-10-03T21:46:00.001+08:00

den den den den denenden.. (in tune of beep. nyaha.)
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no more intrams. no more commentators shouting "sulit na sulit. rice in a box!" no more first aid team. no more games. no more officiating. no more teachers saying "ok class dismissed. cheer for your classmates." nyaha.
back to our boring lives. back to class lectures. back to wearing your school uniforms. haha. back to our lives as nerds? no way!
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last day of the intramurals. this was our last intramurals. drama! haha.
the seniors knights is the over all champion. unfortunately, our basketball team did not make it in the championship. whew. that was a close fight. 53-56? also, we did not make it in the cheerdance championship. die you juniors. grr.
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something about originality.
the judge in the cheering competition said.. "wala naman dapat originality sa cheering eh. kasi wala namang original dyan. kahit sa steps at sa costumes, ginaya lang naman yan eh." she gave 7 points out of 10 points to all squads to "be fair".
gawsh. that statement heated the butts of everyone. waa. no originality. shit. haha
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i half-enjoyed the day. half enjoyed. haha. i went to the city hall to process the NSO birth certificates of my buddies. haha. but i was dismayed when i saw the release date. october five. hell! the deadline of submission for la salle is october three! waa.
i tried my luck. . i decided to go to la salle alone. never have i done this before. haha. i am so nervous. haha!
as i was walking on the road, im waiting for something.. im waiting for the "calling" as CJ calls it. haha! i did not feel anything. anyway, i went to the conservatory?( i did not take time to read the hall's name.) i was then ushered in by the gurad. haha. VIP! joke. the processing did not take a century. in a jiffy, i had the test permits of paul and andee. ayos! 3:00.. abot.
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in the jeepney, i was seated beside a girl who is so bungangera. she was talking and talking and talking.. she did not notice that almost everyone was looking at her with disgust. she seems not to care. she just continued talking and talking and heaven's graces! whew. the good thing was, she stopped talking because she heard my "ehem"followed by another then the other. haha! ehem. what's with our ehem? haha.
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grr. i was not able to watch my BF's (short for bestfriend, lol) game. 20 kill? gawsh. anyway, mrs ramos and i talked about the mythical six and the mvp of the volleyball games. haha. we had a hard time. honestly.
after that, i watched the most breath taking game of the seniors and the juniors. the basketball championship. whew. it was really a close fight. but god has a different plan. oh well.
the awrding ceremonies was a bit unorganized but we survived. haha.
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i went home. kissed my mom and dad. i showed them my medal (i got one because i am a member of the volleyball team who was the champion.) and ate my dinner. and my ulam: cheese omelette. haha.
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i guess i had written much. i have to rest because i have no voice. i'll be teaching market demand and supply function tomorrow. haha.
GOD loves you!
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brown out,black out,burn out?

2006-09-30T19:15:00.000+08:00

bg music.. silent night.. nyahaha!
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whew. thank god i'm still alive.
three days ago, i was happy posting here. i knew that the next day, classes are suspended.
the next day, i woke up with my sweat dripping on my forehead. i dont know. i woke up late. 12:00nn maybe? waw. the strong winds almost dragged the roof of our neighbor's house. nyaha.
after eating my lunch, i went back to my room to sleep. nyaha! i woke up at 6pm because of the noise of partying people? the next thing i knew, i was eating my dinner outside. i asked my mom why we were eating outside. she said that they decided to cook all the food inside our ref to avoid spoilage. then she called our neighbors to party. haha! after dinner, they had a long chat and the boys drank some beer and were singing all night long. meanwhile, the nicest guy(whapak! just kidding) was busy trying to figure out why his phone cannot reach 97.1.. wahaha..
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the next day(friday), i went to school get my DLSU application form and to submit it the good thing was, the submission was extended til october 3. so i stayed in maksci to practice the stunts. waha. there were only four lifters. so i just played volleybal with the other lifters. after playing, i decided to go to newton's room. we were lucky enough because the room was not devastated. i saw the room of the other three sections. waw. the windows were broken. the floors were wet. i also saw the coop and you know what i saw?.. the things for sale were all over the room. the fillers, the snacks and everything. waha. i attended the six pm mass. the church was powered by a generator. at 8pm, we had electricity. yey!
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saturday. today.
i woke up at 9am because of a phone call. it was blessy. then chrisanto. haha. i cleaned my room and helped my mom to wash our clothes. then at 2, i went to school for the practice. haha. again, there were only four lifters. we had our practice in youth center. wahoo.. my batchmates took the opportunity to recharge their phones. wahaha. they still dont have electricity.. oh well..
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wahai.
till here.

otso

2006-09-27T23:09:00.001+08:00

eight days passed.
a series of fortunate and unfortunate events hapenned.
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let me first enumerate the succesos felices..
one: last thursday, we had our the project of the ANGELS Club, the Acoustic Session was so successful.Thanks to the performers who helped us raise funds. saludo ako sa inyo.
two: last friday, i was one of the contestants in the science quiz bee held in our school. i won third place in the individual category. i got a bronze medal and a certificate.
three: the cake raffle held last friday was also succesful. we had many sponsors for the cakes. haha! the ANGELS officers got one of the cake. so we had a small get together snack in our headquarters: mr abe's room.
four: last saturday, we were also lucky to contact our stunts trainer for the cheering competition on friday. haha. i was one of the lifters. haha! strong!!
five: last sunday, we had a salo-salo because it was my parent's wedding anniversary and also my brother's birthday.
six: we had a great opening ceremoniy of the intramurals 2006. haha! i am one of the organizers and a member of the volleyball commitee. i also officiate in volleyball games.
seven: i applied in the AFS exchange student program going to japan.
eight: we finally started collecting dust samples from schools in makati. dont ask why we are wasing our time getting dust. its because of that stupid INTEL Science Fair. haha.
nine: gallor and i went to UP diliman for the AFS exchange student program. i hope i would be chosen for that. i really want to go to japan. i dont know why.
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now the sad part.
the unfortunate events.
one: i think i failed the remedial mastery test in math. stupid me. haha. carelessness. thats the problem. haha. i should have passed the first mastery test if i only checked my signs and labels. bwisit.
two: i lost my PE uniform. i dont remember where i left it. the only thing left was the PE shirt. careless me. fcuk. i guess i have to buy another pair of PE uniform. waaa!
three: i spent almost Php 1400 this intrams. waa. 600 for the cheering costume, 400 for the volleyball jersey and 400 for the batch shirt. bwisit.
four: i almost had a broken arm yesterday because of that stunt. waa. i had bleeding lips yesterday. waw.
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last but certainly not the least: SOMEONE CHANGED THE PASSWORD OF MY ACCOUNT "bpdenibdd".
this is my first time say this in my blog...
PUTANG INA MO!
what will you get in changing my password? "is it a matter of life and death to you?" (quoting mrs. maquinano..) will you die if you dont change my pw? gawsh.
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now i know how andee feels. if you are a habitue of my blog and you happen to know who changed my pw.. tell me and i'll kill him. (as if i can.. and its impossible.. asa pa me.)
that account which happened to be hacked contains the most important files of my life.. haha.. my life depends on that.. that was the email address i wrote on my application forms. gawsh.
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hay. before i end this post, let me share you something.
the interviewer in AFS asked me something. she asked: do you have you girlfriend?
silence greeted her question. she repeated her question. i only smiled and said "sorry maam but i dont have a girlfriend." she also smiled and wrote something on her paper.
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DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND?
waa.. i dont know. my days outside the world are already numbered. waa. i only have eight months to enjoy my worldly life.. please. i want to experiece having a girlfriend. honestly. promise. i want to feel that feeling which partners can only share. waa.
okei. im desperate. would you mind helping me find a girl? here are the qualifications.. (am i really sure i would do this?!) ha!
one: chinita
two: 15-16 years old.
three: cute
four: has a nice smile
five: not to slim, not to fat.
waa.. that's for the preliminary..awts.. hehe. please if you happen to pass by this post. ha!
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that's all..
GOD LOVES YOU!
good nighty!
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hmm..

2006-09-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

hmm..
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sorry.. im absent yesterday.. so today.. im going to tell you something..
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youve heard of newtopia right?
our exhibit..
we had a great time doing our presentations..
and we also had.. one thousand three hundred pesos.. haha! top grosser!!
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the line for newtopia went past the "kweba ni joga" and reached the room of "paghihiganti ni lupe". (good use of hyperbole.. hehe) the students enjoyed our exhibit.. from eating worms to drinking vinegar.. it was awesome.. it was a classic!..
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but there are some students who look on newtopia in a different way.. they said that newtopia is but a money-eating machine.. newtopia would not stop on asking for money.. every move in newtopia will cost a sum of money..
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FYI..
mr/ms or whatever.. newtopia is not "mukhang pera".. it is really the consequence of not doing the dare.. eating worm, placing your face in a plate full of slime, using your hands in searching for something in a jar full of slime, drinking vinegar.. its part of the dare..
mr/ms or whatever, we had used our money to give you enjoyment.. if you did not realize that when you entered our room, then think about it now.. we were hurt with what you said.. enough of this.. its a waste of time..
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haha.. we really had a great time..
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faith without work is dead!
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vocabulary.. hehe

2006-09-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

these words might help you in your everyday life! haha.. enjoy reading.. then give me a comment!
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HELPFUL VOCABULARY TERMS
Helpful Tagalog vocabulary terms
1. BAKTOL--- ang ikatlong lebel ng mabahong amoy sa kili-kili .Ang baktol aykapareho ng amoy ng nabubulok na bayabas. Ito'y dumidikit sa damit, athumahalo sa pawis. madalas na naaamoy tuwing registration,lalo na sa mga GE subject gaya ng natsci, comm, socsci etc, dahil sasobrang siksikan ng mga estudyante.
2. KUKURIKAPU--- libag sa ilalim ng boobs. Madalas na namumuo dahil salabis na baby powder na nilalagay sa katawan. Maaari ding mamuo kung hinditalaga naliligo o naghihilod ang isang babae.Mga KUKURIKAPU ay mas madalas mamuo sa mga babaeng malalaki ang joga.
3. MULMUL--- buhok sa gitna ng isang nunal mahirap ipaliwanag kung bakitnagkakaroon ng MULMUL ang isang nunal. subalit hindi talaga ito naaalis,kahit na bunutin pa ito, maliban na lamang kung ipapa-laser ito
4. BURNIK--- taeng sumabit sa buhok sa pwet. Madalas nararanasan ng mgataong nagti-tissue lamang pagkatapos tumae. ang BURNIK ay mahirapalisin,lalo na kapag natuyo na ito, ipinapayo sa mga may BURNIK na maligo nalamang upang ito'y maalis.
5. ALPOMBRA--- kasuotan sa paa na kadalasang makikitang suot ng mgatindero ng yosi sa Quiapo. Ito'y may makipot na suotan ng paa, at manipisna swelas Mistulang sandalyas ito ng babae pero kadalasang suot ng mgalalaki , Available in blue, red, green, etc.
6. BAKOKANG--- higanteng peklat. Ito'y madalas na dulot ng mga sugat namalaki. Imbes na normal na balat ang nakatakip sa bakokang, ito'y mayroongmakintab na takip.
7. AGIHAP--- libag na dumikit sa panty o brief dahil sa labis na pagmamahalsa suot panloob. nabubuo ang AGIHAP kung ang panty o brief ay nasuot na nghindi bababa sa tatlong araw.
8. DUKIT--- itoy ang amoy na nakukuha kung isinabit mo ang daliri mo saiyong puwit....try it to prove it, thats DUKIT.
9. SPONGKLONG - ito'y isang bagong wika na nangangahulugan sa isangestupidong tao.
10. LAPONGGA - ito's kahintulad sa laplapan o kaya ay lamasan.
11. WENEKLEK - ito ang buhok sa utong na kadalasang nakikita sa mgatambay sa kanto na laging nakahubad. Meron din ang babae nito.
12. BAKTUNG - pinaikling salita ng BAKAT-UTONG.
13. BAKTI --- bakat panty
14. ASOGUE --- buhok sa kilikili
15. BARNAKOLI --- maitim na libag sa batok na naipon sa matagal na panahon
16. BULTOKACHI - tubig na tumatalsik sa pwet kapag nalalaglag ang isangmalaking ebak
17. BUTUYTUY - etits ng bata
18. JABARR - pawis ng katawan
19. KALAMANTUTAY - mabahong pangalan
20.MCARTHUR - taeng bumabalik after mong i-flush.

ACET

2006-09-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

who am I to you?
~~
yesterday, I took the most difficult test that i encountered..
the Ateneo College Entrance Test.. (raise your hands if you agree!) nyahaha
to be honest, i did not review for this test.. i just realized that i did not review.. about two hours before the test? hmm.. thats nice eh?
~~
yesterday, i woke up at 8:00am. i had to go to school to prepare the exhibit room.. Newtopia.. we were shocked when we opened the room. all the things that we did last friday was ruined.. my classmates cant stop thinking about who ruined our room. they said that our room was sabotaged. i just told them that gravity did it and we cant blame it for it happens everywhere.. nyahaha.. mr mesa checked if we really were working.. his smile was up to his ears when he saw all newtopians working.. a 95 for our project? so be it!
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it was already 10:30 when my dad came up to fetch us.. (martin, melvin, CJ and I), my whole family was with us in ateneo.. wahaha.. martin sad that my family is going to have a picnic in Admu.. nyahaha..
we were too early there.. at 11, we were already there.. so ate our lunch (carbonara).. after eating lunch, we wnet to moro sports gym.. we went to the chapel of saints.. nyahaha.. then we went to our lines.. while doing so, we saw lehi, kim, joan, precious and stephen.. we saw castle, jeremy and jasmine too.. the five of us: martin, melvin, lehi, pen and I went to the same line: line for rooms 1-14 while the others except kim went to line for rooms 15-30? i cant remember.. kim went to line 31-47?..
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doom time.. we all parted ways to go to our rooms..
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room 12.. there are 35 students i think.. i did mind to count.. what i remember is i did pray hard to pass that test.. because it is my dream school.. the course that i chose is the course that i love.. AB Philosophy (Pre-Div).. Pre-div short for pre divinity track.. the philosophy course taken by seminarians.. haha.. enough of this foolishness.. let me continue with my experience.. so the proctor and the examiner introduced themselves.. mr christian delos santos and ms sabrina S.. i forgot her surname..
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first test, english. my nose was bleeding because of the words! there were two parts. the proficiency and the essay.. guess what.. i finished the proficincy ten minutes before time.. i made the essay in ten minutes. whew!
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the next test, 60 item test in math.. it was easier than i expected.. i really expected that the test will be bombarded with lots of mind-boggling math questions.. haha.. i finished the test a second before the time ran out.. haha.
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break time.. we were given 10 mins to have our break.. i did go to the CR.. i just ate my sandwich.. haha.. i offered the other sandwich to the proctor ms sab.. she just smiled and said it was okay. so after the break, the test resumed.. another set of brain wreckers..
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the second part of the test ws divided into different subtests.. the funniest par of which is the abstract reasoning.. i was the only examinee who turns his paper just to figure out what comes next! and i think, i was the only one who used a scratch paper in that part! haha..
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the most interesting part is the reading comprehension.. i love the essay with the introduction"yabang!".. i realized that its true.. there is no filipino word for modesty.. nyahaha..
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we went home at 6.15pm.. nyahaha.. we ate dinner at rockwell.. and finally went home at 8:30pm.. i was shocked when we went home.. nico was there waiting for us to return.. he said that he need his test permit.. cause he cant get home without it.. so i gave hime the permit and i accompanied him home..
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once more, i gained another experience.. i just hope that i will pass this test..
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"you are the Messiah! the son of the living God!"

2006-09-15T19:37:00.001+08:00

hays..
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tomorrow i will be going to Ateneo for the entrance test.. wish me all the best..
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tomorrow, before going to Ateneo, we will be going to school to finish the exhibit..
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haii..
i'll just see you tomorrow!
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GOd Bless, God loves you..
~~

newtopia

2006-09-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

hmm..
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same introduction as yesterday.. still sick blah blah.. hehe..
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today.. we had a very nice experience.. we designed the exhibit room of newtopia.. our class exhibit.. we enjoyed the things we did today..
"newtopia is a an exhibit which showcases different ideas and concepts related to different branches of science.. " this is how we describe it in a formal way.. in an informal way, it goes something like this.. "newtopia.. sisigaw ka sa takot, susuka ka sa kakatawa! sa halagang limang piso sulit na sulit to!" hehe..
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hai.. ill end it here.. i can hardly type a word..
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God bless..
God loves you..
keep that in mind..
~~

wai..

2006-09-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

haw..
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my cough and my colds have been living with me since monday.. its been three days now.. and i really really hate it!! gawsh. i have to run after my runny nose.. haha
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though im not feeling well, i really tried to teach Newton in ECO.. hai.. cough here and there.. i had to cut the class and leave them an assignment cause i really cannot continue..
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english time. mrs larcena asked a volunteer to have an ice breaker.. no one seems to know how to break the ice.. hehe.. so i stood and led the class in singing "ang jeep ni juan".. hai..
after that, ms larcena taught us an action song.. the loo-la-lei.. hehe.. the actions are so confusing.. but i got it.. as a reward, ms larcena gave put a stamp in our arms.. we were like kindergartens..!
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after that, we had no math class and RPII class.. so we went down.. and guess what.. we played basketball.. basketball with no rules.. do whatever you want.. and we won.. hehe.. so ironic.. a sick person playing basketball.. hehe.. i went back to the classroom to change clothes..
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the trio: paul, fermin and vincent were talking about cartoons.. i was laughing really hard because of their discussion.. they remembered the characters, the themesongs.. from zenki to mojacko, beyblade, tamiya, doraemon, pokemon, yugioh.. haha.. i love it when the trio are chatting..
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hai.. we had a class with sir joga.. (JOnathan GArcia) hehe.. derivatives of trigonometric functions.. hai.. at least i understood the lesson.. we had feature writing activity with ms. d.. and that's all..
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i went home early.. about 4:45.. i went to the parish office to get my certificate from fr. vic.. we had a long chat.. i assisted him in the mass.. and we ate some pizza afterwards.. i went home to change clothes and then went to the youth center where the cheering squad is practicing. i had a glimpse of the stunts.. im a lifter but they told me to have enough rest for tomorrows hard stunts.. waaa...
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rest.rest.rest.
hehe..
til here
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"Blessed are you who are now weeping,for you will laugh."
God loves you..
good night!
~~

pahabol..

2006-09-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

i forgot something..
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a while ago, as i was visiting my favorite blogs.. i read a post..
this is from jonell's masaklap..
it was about his friend.. i think they had some misunderstanding..
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a tip from me.. if you like..

for jonell..
try to win your friends back. dont let the memories and the happy days be turned to waste.. try to talk to them.. try to explain your side (if applicable). dont lock yourself in a room crying.. continue with your life..
if ever they do not like to be friends with you, look for others.. they are not the only people in the world whom you can share your ups and downs; happiness and sadness; triumphs and failures..

for jonell's friend(s):
too bad for you.. you lost a great friend.. if you really are a friend, you wont let a friend turn from you... get it?
talk to him.. let him explain (if necessary) but friendship needs no further explanations.. receive him like the way you did when you first saw him..
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9 weeks is already a great time for experiences to bloom; laughters to share; sadness to overcome..
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wish you all the best..
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FRIENDS:
I sought them far and found them,
The sure, the straight, the brave,
The hearts I lost my own to,
The souls I could not save
They braced their belts about them,
They crossed in ships the sea,
They sought and found six feet of ground,
And there they died for me.

by: A E Housman

pulp..

2006-09-12T21:36:00.000+08:00

pulp..
why pulp?
i dont know.
as mr. webster defines it, it is a soft material; soft or soggy one..
hmm.. let me think.. soft, soggy... PLEHGM (it this the correct spelling?) hehe..
~~
im still sick.. my fever is gone.. but i have a meaty cough and colds.. runny nose like that.. and it really annoys me.. everything a speak, i have to cough.. good thing i always bring a hanky with me.. hays.. so hard..
~~
this sickness made me think of something.. DEATH.. too exagerrated eh? nope.. it is normal.. everyone will die.. we just dont know where and when.. It made me think.. how it feels to die.. where will i go if i die.. what will my freiends do if i die? the following are excerpts from my conversations with my friends..

VINCENT
vincent: kung mamamatay ka, iiyak ba ako?..
vincent: ewan ko..
vincent: bket mo ba natanong? ayoko isipin pare..
xx
DJ: di mo pa sinasagot ung akin
vincent: ung kung mamamatay ka? iiyak ba ako?
DJ: oo
DJ: naghang ka?
vincent: parehas lng tayo no.. one of the best ka talaga! ayoko isipin un no.. ayoko kasi mawala ka saken.. kung sakali ngang mamatay ka, malamang iiyak ako.. kasi rare ka..

LOTTA
DJ: kung mamatay ako, iiyak ka ba? justify..
lorraine anne desengaño: uu, kxe friends tau db?
DJ: hehe..
DJ: thanks sa sagot

PAUL
DJ: siguro.. sagutin mo ung nasa stat ko
Paul Roland Dupo: uu nmn
Paul Roland Dupo: pag kagaling nmn sa bahay mo mag dodota parin kami
Paul Roland Dupo: joke lng!
DJ: hatid pa kita.. awoo!

DIANNE
DJ: kung mamatay ako, iiyak ka ba? justify..
dianne_puma: wada. xempre naman uu. una sa lahat, ur someone who was able to touch my life in the simplest way. pangalawa, ur one of my best buds. third, kasi wala nang makakapalit sau. fourth, kasi si DENIB ka eh.
DJ: salamat sa sagot.
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different answers were given to the same question.. haii.. weird me.. hehe.. cough. cough.
i have to go..
i have to take a rest..
~~
The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.--John 10:10

so sick..

2006-09-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

doobidoobidoo..
hays..
~~
i am not feeling well..
it started last night.. when we were in greenbelt to hear mass.. my head was aching.. i cant help it really.. it was like its going to burst.. when we went home, i went to bed immediately..
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morning came.. my body is too heavy.. i cant stand.. my mom helped me to get up, she assisted me in my morning routine.. she said that i should take a rest and not to attend my class.. i said its okay so she just kissed me..
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in school, i really did not feel well.. my head is really aching and my temperature rose.. my classmate said i must go to the clinic but i said it was ok.. haha.. im a liar.. ahehe.. the teachers also asked if im ok.. as usual, i gave them the same answer.. hehe.. watta..
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in the afternoon, ms espie asked the INTEL researchers to go to Poblacion Clinic for the medical check-up.. so, i had the opportunity to go to the doctor.. when we were in the clinic, i saw our nurse in elementary.. nurse elly ison.. she remembered me.. we chat for a while.. as we waited for the doctor..
i was so hapy because i passed the medical check-up.. hehe..
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as we were going back to school, we passed by the bakery.. fortunately, they have the hot donuts.. so it was eating time.. hehe.. mam espie paid for the donuts.. we were very happy.. hehe..
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that's all that i can remember.. i have to get some sleep..
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"This was to fulfill what was spoken through the prophet Isaiah: 'He took up our infirmities and carried our diseases.' "--Mt 8:17
~~

rainy days..

2006-09-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

hays..
my post for this was not published..
shall i do it again? hays..
guess i have to recall it.. two to three days maybe?
~~

halo..

2006-09-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

im back..
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hehe..
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i woke up at 5:30 am. i took my bath at 6:00.. ate my breakfast at 6:15 and went to school at 6:30.. my mom just arrived from the province..
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after the flag ceremony, we had our rosary in hand and prayed.. as a gift to mother mary.. the classes went on as usual.. my honeyful melvin was sick.. hays.. we finished the film merchant of venice.. and it clearly depicts that shylock was a victim.. haha.. im trying to defend my side.. hehe..
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i was changing the templates a while ago.. i did not attend mapeh class just to change some in the templates..
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it was my first tome to see the blog of rovie.. honestly, i do not know him.. but it was jonell (i also do not know him but i really like his blog.. i enjoy reading the poems..) who gave me the url.. through offline message..
i like the color.. he had long posts.. but it is worth reading..
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i went home early..
changed my clothes and went to church.. i was on time for a wedding.. i served in the wedding.. i really love seeing brides and grooms exchanging vows.. hays..]
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after the wedding, the living rosary took plce then the mass.. it was kinda long.. about an hour and a half..
after the mass, i went home and i had my dinner.. i mean, we had our dinner.. hehe..
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that's all for today..
and remember..
"god never ceases to love us.."
god bless and have a nice weekend!
~~

waa..

2006-09-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

i cant say anything..
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hmm..
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haha
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tomorrow is sept 8. mother mary's birthday..
pray the rosary as a gift for her..
~~

monday..

2006-09-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

start of a new week..
and i love it..
~~
again, i saw my classmates..
i was almost late..
but then, im just too lucky because the guard let me in..
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maam reyes is back again! hehe.. she jsut recovered from her operation..
we had some hands on activity and that's it..
~~
start of then science month..
we had a film showing..
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we had our plans for the culminating activity of the science month.. we do not yet have a name for our exhibit.. but we're choosing between newtopia or jimmy newton.. hehe.. corny..
~~
it was raining hard when i went home.. good thing i brought my slippers with me..
when i arrived home, i didnt see my mom..my dAD said mom went to the province to fetch my lola.. she brought with her our bunso..
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that's all for today.. i have to play yet my guitar! hehe

@_@

2006-09-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

hehe..
~~
all things bright and beautiful..
i remembered that poem as i was walking down the street before going to school, by the way, i went to school any reason... i just woke up, groomed myself and went to school..
let's go back to the poem..
i remember my elementary days.. our class would recite before starting our science class..
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"he gave us eyes to see them..and lips that we might tell"
yes.. god gave us eyes to see the beauty of his works, his marvelous deeds.. but do we really see god's marvelous deeds? or we tend to say "if i were god, i would.."? do we talk of god's beautiful works? do we share to the world that god had made these things and that we should be thankful?
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enough of these.. im just practicing if i could give a good homily.. hehe..
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after going to school, i went to sm makati.. i met my parents there, we heard mass, and had our groceries..
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i almost forgot that my parents ' wedding anniversary is fast approaching.. september 23.. the exchage of i do's.. hehe.. im thinking of something that i can give them..
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that's all for today..
hehe..
~~

lalala..

2006-09-01T18:09:00.000+08:00

friday..
(background music: michael buble's up a lazy river.. hehe)
~~
haha..
i woke up at 5:45. i went to school at 6:20..
the students are already standing when i arrived.. that means the flag ceremony is about to start..
nothing significant happened in the morning..
a mass was held at the avr.. and as usual, i assisted in the mass..
then, there was neither mapeh class nor tle class.. in short, we had nothing to do.. so i just played table tennis and a bit of basketball..
after that, i played my guitar with blessy, reymel, andrea and vincent..
i went home at 5:00..
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haha..
~~

updates!

2006-09-01T00:42:00.001+08:00

three days..
hmm..
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tuesday..
nothing significant happened..
except for the jingle contest for buwan ng wika..
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wednesday..
shylock's speech..
i was the fifteenth performer..
i delivered the speech quite well..
the only thing that vexed me is i smiled. i was supossed to be angry at that moment..
anyway, my classsmates did like my presentation.. hehe..
another thing, chrisanto is insisting that i present the gay shylock speech..
i do want to present it but.. mrs. larcena didn't like it..
after class, i went to office warehouse to buy paper for the certificates.. i waited for melvin but to my dismay.. he changed his mind about printing the certificate.. i was disappointed.. but he said he is sorry so it is settled.
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today..
i woke up at 6:15..
went to school at 6:50..
i took over mrs. asido's class.. i explained to IV newton something about supply and demand..
i made the certficates for the buwan ng wika program..
i attended a short seminar about cartoon network's awards for excellence.. then, after that i didnt have time to eat my lunch..
i started to arrange the AVR for the program..
the program started at 2:45pm..
i gave the welcoming remarks..
then joshua, twinkle and stephen presented a song number..
then the tagisan ng talino contest..
then babiera's pagsasatao.. her performance was superb! she really did well.. i havent seen her perform like that.. but i was awed by her performance..
then.. stephen's talumpati.. about manuel l quezon..
then the awarding ceremonies..
then the performance of the winners in the jingle contest..
lastly, ms san pascual's speech..
actually, i was the one who insisted that we have a program for buwan ng wika..since it is our last year.. so, i was really thankful for the coopration of my batchmates.. i will never forget this buwan ng wika..
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after the program.. i attended the SSG meeting.. i was assigned to assist the volleyball committee..
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before going home, i went to church to thank god for this day.. i also borrowed the things needed in celebrating the mass for tomorrow..
when i finally went home, i just greeted my mom and dad, then went to my room to sleep..
i woke up at 10:30 to eat my dinner.. then slept again, and woke up at 12mn to post..
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i was not really going to post today because i am not in the mood,but when i read the comments in my cbox, and joy is requesting for some updates, then i realized i really have to update my blog..
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that's it for now..
have a nice day..
~~

..

2006-08-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

hello philippines..
hehe..
~~
yesterday, the homily of the priest is about having/putting your faith in god..
we should not leave christ our savior..
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today, nothing significant happened..
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today is the feast of saint augustine..
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i really have nothing to say..
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im kinda busy these days..
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overnight.

2006-08-26T19:22:00.001+08:00

i got my card yesterday..
here are my grades..
XP
english (1.5) 90
filipino (1.2) 92
math (1.5) 88
physics (1.5) 88
economics (1) 88
electronics (1) 91
mapeh (1.2) 90
values (0.3) 90
journalism (1) 94
calculus (1) 91
research (1) 90
computer ed. (0.6) 92
francais 1 (0.3) 90
cat/scouting passed

my general average: 90.275
place: top 3
~~
last friday, i attended the overnight at school.. it was my first time to sleep at maksci..
it was a seminar workshop on emergency preparedness..
sponsored by the cat and bsp.. it was a nice experience.. it was almost 3am when the workshop ended.. we slept at iv newton's room (our room)..
paul, vincent, fermin, melvin, christian, chrisanto, pericles, jonahdel and I slept in a corner of the room.. we were talking about ghosts when suddenly, pericles heard some footsteps.. paul began to say, "baka may humila ng paa ko!" i was laughing hard because i did not know that such a big guy is afraid of ghosts! we slept at 4am.. iwoke up at 7:30..
after taking a bath, i went to DLSU to get a scholarship form.. i went home at 11 and slept..
i woke up at 7pm! i really had a nice rest..
~~

..

2006-08-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

"it is better to trust in the Lord,
than to put confidence in man.."
-Ps. 118:8
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im not happy today..
though we finished the discussion in eco.. (im the student teacher! hehe) i felt that they did not understand my lesson.. but they assured me that they understood every aspect of my lesson..
~~
im happy in a way..
i got high grades! im one of the top five students of our class..
it really pays to study hard..
~~
nothing significant happened today..
it's just that i watched the varsity practice.. i enjoyed watching i even forgot about the time! i went home, quarter to eight..
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about my post yesterday.. it's because my mom got angry with me.. i dont want to "break" the fourth commandment of God.. to honor your father and your mother.. that's why i just posted my.. let simply call it "feelings"
i just cried..
and asked god to help me solve my problems..
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i was about to attend the mass at sts peter and paul.. but it was already late.. so i just attended the novena for our mother of perpetual help..
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that's it for today..
>.<
~~

..

2006-08-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

baket ko sinasaktan yung taong mahal ko?

im out of my mind..

2006-08-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

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~~
lakas trip?! nope..
that's how i feel right now..
im so dumb..
im so stupid..
i feel like im useless..
a nobody..
~~

absurdity..

2006-08-21T16:19:00.000+08:00

"do not get drunk on wine.. "
-paul to the ephesians
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its been a day or two since i last posted..
last saturday, we brought my lola to the airport.. she went to california to visit her sister..
she was almost in tears as she entered the gate..
we left the airport at 9:00pm.. still not eating our dinner.. so my dad, my tito and tita decided to go to gerry's grill in glorietta.. we had our dinner there..
my tito and tita asked me to drink with them.. i refused but in vain.. so i took a bottle of san mig light, and drank with them. when i finished my drink, i felt dizzy. it was my second time to drink..
the next morning, my tita, sent a message saying that my lola was already there.. she had a nice flight..
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sunday..
god's day..
we attended the 5pm mass.. i served in the 6:15 and 7:30 pm masses.. the church was full of people..
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i really love serving at the altar of god.. there's this certain feeling of holiness that i cannot resist.. it is filling my nerves.. no joke.. it really happens everytime i enter the sanctuary..
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for love of god..

2006-08-19T16:07:00.000+08:00

lux in domino.. ad majorem dei gloriam..
~~
For love of God
At age 12, Celerino "Rino" Reyes knew he wanted to be a priest. After grade school, he decided to enter the San Jacinto Minor Seminary in Tuguegarao, inspired by his father who was once a seminarian.
His decision surprised his friends. "My friends and classmates were shocked to hear that their notorious grade school bully was aspiring for the priesthood," Rino chuckles. "Well, I guess they eventually understood that with God nothing is impossible -- I have changed for the better."
And change he did. Now a graduating pre-divinity student in the Ateneo de Manila University, Rino's years of discernment and living as a seminarian has convinced him that his aspirations to become a priest are genuine. He says, "I want to be a priest because I feel a deep desire to be of service to God and His people."
But he confesses that he sometimes feels tempted to abandon his goal. "When issues -- psychological, emotional, academic, vocational -- come up and I find myself unable to handle them, I feel like giving up. Fortunately, I feel that I am not alone in bearing these setbacks. Oftentimes I transcend these problems by praying, spending some time in quiet solitude, and talking to people who can understand," he says.
Although his desire to become a priest is firm, he expressed some worries about entering priesthood. "Frankly speaking, with all the issues concerning the church today, all the scandals that pop up from time to time, I feel scared, scared that I might not be able to lead that life which is required of every aspirant to the priesthood-a life of prayer, sanctity, chastity and moral uprightness," he confesses.
After graduation, don't be surprised to see Rino joining other fresh graduates in search of work. "The seminary encourages us to go out for a while to experience the world. We are given one to three years of regency where we get to choose what work we want to be into... to be exposed to a life without the seminary structures and we literally live on our own without the security provided by the seminary," he explains.
He is prepared to leave the San Jose Seminary in Ateneo, where he has stayed for four years now, once he finds a job. "I have applied to various jobs in the corporate world, government and foreign services. This period of regency is a test for me to see if I'm really called for priesthood."
Then he adds, "While it is true that I do want to be a priest, I remain open to the voice of God, open to where he may lead me. For in the end, what matters most is not my plans or desires but His plan for me, and that is where I want to be."
from: http://you.inq7.net/crosscampus/features/04022004/feat1-1.htm
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i was struck by this article.. why? i dont know..
i took AB Philosophy (Pre div) as my first choice in ateneo.. like the person described in the article above, different reactions met my decision.. let me quote him.. "My friends and classmates were shocked to hear that their notorious grade school bully was aspiring for the priesthood,"---"Well, I guess they eventually understood that with God nothing is impossible -- I have changed for the better."
we have the same reason why we wanted to be a priest.. to be of service to God and his people..
~~
in the end, it is not my plans that will happen.. it is god's plans for me..
fiat voluntas tua.
~~

what's new?

2006-08-17T21:12:00.000+08:00

hays..
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new lay out again!!
thanks baby nika!!
love you!!
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i did not make a post yesterday.. i had lots of things to do.. last night, i completed my essay for ateneo and the other requirements .. i made our visual aids for english and filipino.. i reviewed for the test in math (unfortunately, the test was postponed.. nagreview pa man din ako)..
guess what time i slept.. hehe.. 2:00 am!!
i was woke up late.. it was already 6:15.. i went to school at 7am.. i was late in my my first subject.. economics..
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the classes were cut at 9, for a program.. it was about PALMOLIVE.. hays..
to my great surprise, ricky reyes was there!! we were give shampoo and conditoner..
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after the program, we went to ateneo to file our apliccation forms.. it was a very complicated process before we went out of the school premises.. i had to call my father just to allow us to go out..
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chrisanto, andrea and i went to ateneo.. we used the MRT and the LRT.. it was a very memorable experience.. i really dont know how to use that vendo machine which sells the tickets..
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the line was quite long, but it wasnt long when our turn arrived.. the am session of sept 16 was already closed so we had to change it to sept 16 pm session..
my form did not have any "aversion" as we call it (aversion=aberya.. nyahaha)
after filing, we went to the church of the gesu.. the ateneo chapel.. the place was so solemn that i could hardly say a word.. after saying thanks to god, we loitered inside the ateneo campus.. hehehe.. andrea went "boy hunting"!
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we went back to school, we were not able to attend Values class.. we went to our classroom after values.. i took a nap.. but i was surprised when i woke up.. it was already 6:30.. hmm.. nico and blessy, martin dianne, babiera and joy were still with me in the classroom.. i thought i was alone.. hehe..
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i went to toni's house to inform her that her form was not processed..
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a very hectic day for me..
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PS:
nagsulat/type ako in english kasi.. wala lang.. feel ko lang.. para mahasa.. hehe..
sa uulitin!!
~~

(@_@)

2006-08-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

"cast all your care upon him, for he cares for you.." 1pt5:7
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aisus.. ang aga ko na naman nagising.. 6:00.. di ko na naman narinig ung alarm..
hay buhay..
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pumasok ako sa skul.. di pa nmn ako late.. buti nga wala si ms gonzales.. ahehe..
wala pa rin si maam reyes.. la kaming ginawa sa comp.. kwentuhan lang.. inayos ang application sa ateneo.. bigalng naalala ko na pasahan ng portfolio sa filipino... inayos ko ng kaunti.. tas dumating si maam san pascual..
nagcheck kami ng papel sa filipino.. 54/60 ako.. yess.. highest.. yuck.. highest na daw un..
sa english naman, nagpapa advance reading sya bout the merchant of venice.. hmm.. na assign sa grup ko ung act v.. ending.. hay buhay..
math.. ayun.. 42/50 lang ako.. im so bobo.. pero ung notebook ko, 90!! ahehe yehey!!
lunchtime.. nakatulog na namn ako.. may meeting pa man din sa ANGELS club..
sa journ, 49/50 ako.. mali ko lang ung solicitor general.. hays..
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hanggang dito nalng muna.. daming kailangang tapusin eh..
~~

x_x

2006-08-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

aujourd'hui est lundi..
oui..
aujourd'hui est lundi..
tama ba ito? hehe..
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late na ako nagising.. late din naman kasi ako natulog.. alas dos na ako natulog.. tapos.. nanood pa ako ng vidsomnia.. ang naalala kong kanta ung sa trufaith at pcd.. tas pagmulat ko, umaga na!
shet.. eto ba ang isang matinong estudyante?! hehe..
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6:00.. yan ang gising ko kanina.. 6:35 alis ng bahay.. late na ako.. 6:40 nagsasara ang gate.. pero it's a miracle!! 6:50, bukas pa ren ung gate!! thank you lord!!
unang klase, computer ed.. wala si maam.. operation nya ngaun.. sana okay sya.. bale ako ang naiwanan ng trabaho.. hitech na si maam.. gagamit daw kami ng think.com.. so pinamigay ko sa klase ung username at password nila.. ang malas nga lang namin, wlang internet.. nasira.. so.. aun.. bagsak kami sa solitaire.. hehe.. nasilip ko rin ung result ng PT sa Comp.. amfufu.. 90/100 lang ako.. mas mataas dapat un eh.. may nakalimutan lang ako.. shet..
natapos ang klase.. RPII naman.. defense ng mga di pa nagdedefense.. sa harap ni sir romero.. hehe.. so aun.. ung mga natapos magdefense, pinagawa ng abstract.. okei lang.. hehe.. pinatype ko sa ka grupo ko ung abstract.. ginawa ko nmn ung paper nmin eh..
MAth naman.. si maam serra, nagpacheck ng papel.. di nmn ssa amin so kabado pa rin ako.. pero alam k0 naman na di ako bagsak dun.. pagkatapos magcheck, nagpagroupings sya.. tinamad na naman siguro yun..
pagkatapos, break time.. kumain kami nila dianne at andee at iba pang clasmeyt sa paboritong kainan, ang classrum.. kanya kanyang labas ng baon.. ang baon ko nga pala: igado at kanin.. hehe..
English time.. check din ng papel.. shet.. 85/100 lang ako.. bumobobo na talaga yata ako.. okei lang.. sbi naman ni maam larcena, galingan daw next grading.. so nabuhayan naman ako ng loob.
physics nman.. si sir mesa.. bigla na lang nagappear sa harap.. hehe.. di pa kami nakakapag ayos.. hehe.. nagpacheck sya ng papel.. amf.. super bobo na talaga ako.. 26+ lang ako over 50.. hays..
pagkatapos magcheck, pinakumpleto nya ung notes.. hehe.. ukei lang.. la na akong aalalahanin kasi kumpleto naman notes ko..
LUNCH time.. ewan ko kung anung ginawa ko kanina.. di naman ako bumaba.. sa rum lang ako.. hehe..
electroniks naman.. nagcheck din ng papel! shet naman.. grade na to.. 83/100 lang ako..
san na ako pupulutin nyan!!
FRench naman.. punta kami sa speech lab.. tagal na rin nung last time na ginamit namin un.. nung second year pa ako.. hehe.. nakakamiss ung lab na un.. daming memories..
break.. di uli ako nag punta sa canteen.. sa kwarto lang uli.. hehe..
MAPEH.. art folio.. ung gwa ko about modern art, 94.. ewan ko kung paano naging 94 un.. ung PT ko naman, pasang awa rin.. 80/100.. san ka pa?!
wala si mam dumaya.. yess!! aga na namn uwi ko.. kaso.. kailangan ko palang mag paxerox para sa french.. para sa buong newton.. 5:30 na ako umalis ng skul..
pumunta ako sa PRC.. dun ako sa suki ko.. sandali lang ung xerox.. 15 mins lang.. hehe..
quarter to six .. nagsimba na lang ako sa st andrews.. vigil for the assumption.. hays.. feels like heaven na nman..
un lang naman ang araw ko..
kapagod pero enjoy..
hehe..
~~

^.^

2006-08-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

today is sunday..
13th of august..
so anong konek? hehe..
~~
grabe ang araw ko..
aug 13 2:00 am ako natulog..
aug 13 12:45 na ako nagising.. o diba? ang saya ko.. hehe..
pagkagising ko, di ako agad naligo.. nakinig muna ako ng top twenty at twelve ng WLS FM.. 97.1.. kakainis nga lang si trigger man, andaming dada.. top five na lang ung naabutan ko.. kainis..
~~
despedida nga pala ng lola ko today so.. para makatulong.. nagluto ako kanina.. hehe..
pagkatapos magluto, tsaka lang ako naligo.. hehe.. mga 3pm na un..
tas.. nag jamming pa kami ng pinsan ko na si kuya borgy.. gitara tas un.. pinatagay pa nga nya ako ng colt45.. hehe..
tas..nag online ako knina.. nakachat ko pa si nico.. so aun.. tumigil ako ng bandang 430.. kasi mag seserve pa ako sa simbahan..
5:00 pm mass..
maraming server, so di na ako sumama.. nagsimba na lng ako sa loob..
daming tao kahit umuulan..
ganda pa ng choir kanina.. gustong gusto ko ung mga kanta nila.. feels like heaven nga eh..
so.. after mass.. bumalik ako sa sacristy.. inaayos na nila ung mga gagamitin for the next mass.. naggayak na rin ako.. sotana, surplice.. ang init nga eh.. pero dahil para kay god, parang wala lang ung init na nararamdaman mo..
dumating si fr. vic.. nagmano ako.. nag assist ako sa paggagayak nya.. habang naggagayak, tinanong nya ako..
>denib, anong advertisement ung "ito ang tama"?
>>pads, red horse po.
>eh yung "the choice of the next generation"?
>coke po yata pads..
>bigay ka pa nga..
>>hmm "simple".
> anu un?
>> skyflakes po!
>salamat
so aun..
pumasok kami sa sanctuary.. solemn na solemn na naman ang mga galaw ko..
andami pa ring tao.. kahit medyo umaambon..
may pagkarakista naman ang choir ngaun,, may drumset pa sila.. kaya parang alive na alive ang mga tao..
natapos ung mga readings, tapos sermon na..
ayos to.. mukhang maganda ang sermon..
di nga ako nagkamali..
ang ganda ng introduction nya..
yun palang mga tinanong nya sa akin, gagamitin nya sa sermon..
topic: "I am the bread which came down from heaven.."
sabi pa ni father, nag advertisement si jesus.. at ang product nya ay di sabon, di bareta, hindi juice, hindi softdrink, kundi mismong sarili nya..
ang mga advertisement daw, papalit palit, kasi hindi sila sigurado sa mga sinasabi nila.. si jesus daw, hnde nagbago ng advertisement.. kasi sigurado daw si jesus na totoo ang sinasabi nya..
maikli lang ung sermon ni father.. maikli pero malaman..
so natapos ung mass the usual way..
after mass.. niyaya ko na sina nanay lydia, kuya robert at father na pumunta sa bahay para kumain.. so umalis na nga kami..
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dumating kami sa bahay, madami dami na ung tao.. nagkakainan, may konting inuman.. nagdasal ung mga matatanda.. tas kainan.. ang sya lang.. natikman nila ung niluto ko.. ahehe.. pati ung luto nina mama at tita badette..
~~
hayy.. kapagod tong araw na ito.. hanggang dito muna.. may tatapusin pa ako.. hehe
~~

(n.n)

2006-08-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

sabado ngayon..
obvious ba? hehe..
~~
gumising ako ng maaga.. mga 8:00.. ewan ko kung bakit pero bumangon na rin ako..
pagbangon, ako pa lang pala ang gising sa aming magkakapatid, si mama rin gising na.. nagbreakfast ako, tas ligo..
nagpaalam ako kay mama, sabi ko mag lilinis ako ng classroom namin.. pumayag naman sya..
so naglakbay ako.. papuntang skul.. hehe..
pagdating ko sa skul, andaming tao.. hehe.. parang normal na skul day.. kasi start ng MTAP sessions..
andami ring mga vartisy este varsity.. basketball, volleyball, table tennis, etc.. nung dumating ako, nagtretraining ung mg basketbolista..
andun din si sir sister at si sir mesa..
so tumambay ako sa stage.. andun nga pala sina bestfriend chrisanto at si melvin.. ayun.. nagkwentuhan kami. nagpicturan.. nataon na break ng MTAPers so umakyat ako sa clasrum.. hehe.. andun sina nico, blessy at marami pang iba.. andun si mam serra.. pinagbabantay nga ako ng koop, sabi ko hanggang 12 lang ako.. :))
aun.. natapos ung break nila, bumaba uli ako.. hehe.. tapos na ung training ng basketball.. volleyball naman.. kulang ung isang grup kaya pumasok ako..
nagpakafeeler..! so naglaru ako ng volleyball.. at for the first time, yung mga service at tira ko, medyo lumelevel up na.. hehe..
napagod ako kaya nagpa sub ako.. basang basa ako ng pawis! wala pa nmn akong dalang extra na damit.. so nagpatuyo muna ako.. tuloy lang sila.. nag umpire na lang ako.. hehe..
natapos sila.. eh lunch time na.. so kumain kami nila melvs, christian at chrisanto sa garahe..
nilibre ko si chrisanto.. umorder ako ng liemposilog + tapa.. hehe nagpakatakaw ako sobra!!
magkano rin ung nakain ko.. Php 74.. sabi ko dun sa waiter, bigyan nya ako ng discount, tutal suki nmn na kami.. so ginawa nyang.. Php 72!! hehe nakatwad pa ako!! hehe.. so bale ang gastos ko kaninang lunch Php 106 pesos.. kasi nilibre ko si chris.. :D
bumalik sila sa skul.. sabi ko sa kanila, uwi na ako.. kasi alis pa kami ng family ko..
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pag dating ko sa bahay, tinanong ako ng dad ko kung kumain na ako, sabi ko nakakain na ako.. so dumiretso ako sa rum ko.. nahiga.. after siguro 30 mins, nagbihis na ako ng pang alis..
nagpunta kami sa glorietta.. nagshopping.. tas nagsimba sa glorietta (dun sa malapit sa Marks and Spencer).. tas kumain sa KFC.. tas grocery sa SM.. tas umuwi sa bahay.. hehe..
pagkauwi, inayos ung pinamili, nagbondong moment at habang nagtatayp ako, nakwekwentuhan kami.. hehe.. ~~
that's all for today folks!

(o.0)

2006-08-11T20:20:00.001+08:00

hay naku..
balik uli sa date!
hehe
~~
end ng periodical test kanina..
as usual eto ung sked nya..
english (may kahirapan sya.. kumusta ka nmn!)
Calculus (nagdugo ang mga kasukasuan ko dahil dyan.. ang hirap!)
break (ang paborito ng bayan!)
Values (napaisip ako sa test na ito. hehe)
Computer (taenampucha.. puro identification!)
syempre.. ang dakilang bantay: si maam larcena.. ang cute nga eh.. namigay ng tinapay.. isa isa kami!! hehe
thanks maam!
~~
kumusta yun..
para akong kabinet kanina.. lahat lahat ng bagay bagay sa akin ipinasa like:
notebook sa french, eko, calculus;
project sa eko at french;
workbooks sa physics at eko.. kumusta naman un!!
tas tinapos ko pa ung sa french id nmin.. grabe.. hehe..
after that, dumiretso kami sa prc, para mag palaminate..
kumusta ka nmn.. kasi 1:00pm may entrance test galing sa central colleges of the philippines at asia pacific college.. eh mga 12:05 pa un! nagpaalam ako kay maam gonzales para imove ng test ng 1:30 hehe..
pumayag sya.. bilisan ko lang daw.. so ayun..
nag lakbay kami ni martin.. ang tagal ng lamination, gutom na kami kaya..
kumain kami sa katabing turoturo!! umorder ng pansit at softdrinks.. sa halagang 46 pesos para sa 2 pansit at 2 softdinks, nakaraos kami! pagbalik sa lamination, tapos na,.,. kaya nagmamadali kaming bumalik sa skul.. eksakto lang dating namin para dun sa test,.,
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madali lang ung test.. hehe..
maning mani! wahaha..
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pagkatapos ng test, nagmukhang sports center ang eskwelahan..
ang dakilang pasimuno, sir anir.. si principAL! naglalaro ng basket ball..
iba iba ung nilalaro sa grounds..

basketball

kasama sina..
sir anir(si sir principal)
sir mesa(physics yan excuse me ha!)
sir barrientos(commandant na daw?! ahh ewan!)
sir sister(schooll varsity adviser? hmm..)

volleyball

table tennis sa stage..

parang sports center talaga..

umuwi na lang ako.. di naman ako mahilig sa sports eh.. at wla akong alam na sports! hehe
~~
hanggang dito na lang uli..

KEMELATEK!

>.<

2006-08-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

second day ng perio..
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heto ung sked kanina..
math.. (may guiding verse pa sa dulo.. hehe)
tle.. (futek.. may kahirapan sya..)
break.. (paborito ko.. wahaha..)
el sci.. (wala nmn aking el sci test.. defense lang perio namin dun)
mapeh.. (super hirap nya..)
at syempre ang dakilang bantay, si gng. jamito..
~~
malupet pala magbantay tong si maam..
bawat galaw mo, papanuorin..
kawawa ang mga kupyador.. buti na lang hindi ako ganun.. >:)
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"in everything you do, be discreet!"
sus..
mali pa.. dapat pala di na sinulat sa board kanina un..
napagkamalan tuloy kaming nagkokopyahan..
~~
kumain pala kami sa garahe..
Php 77 pesos ung nakain ko.. ganun pala ako katakaw..
hehe aus lang.. solb naman!
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un lang nangyare eh..
bukas ule..
~~

T.T

2006-08-09T20:03:00.000+08:00

waaa!! at last!!
~~
im back!! after.. hmm 10 days..
~~
UPcat. sobrang memorable.. matakin mong pumasok ka sa malcolm hall ng 11:15.. at maghintay ng 1 hr, 15 mins.. hehe..
swerteng malas ko nga at nakakwarto ko pa si maderal.. swerte, dahil may kakilala. malas dahil alam mu na.. >:) nyahaha..
memorable numbers: test booklet no. 8723427; student id no. 16107.. nyahaha ung upuan ko sa malcolm theater:67137.. nyahaha.. ung katabi ko, si hannie yata un.. taga colegio de san gbriel ba un.. ahh ewan! hehe
average lang ung test.. buti na lang at nagbigay ng clues si chris.. at kung sinuswerte ka nga nmn, ang test namin ni chris parehong pareho!! kambal talaga!!..
tas kasama ko si papa nung nagtest.. at sina nico at ge.. hehe..
enough of this grueling experience..
~~
after the UPcat, nagpuyat ako.. kasi.. wala pang ppt ung research ko!! defense ko kinabukasan.. so.. mga 2:00 am na ako nakatulog.. wahaha..
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pagpasok ko last monday, sobrang late na.. 7:15 na yata.. derecho ako sa Comp lab.. nagulat ako nang magdistribute si maam reyes ng test paper.. long test daw! buti na lang at medyo may natandaan ako.. nalimutan ko kasi talagang magreview.. gawsh..
then.. pagkatapos ng test, RPII! defense na!
nag defense ako.. kasama ung group ko.. kaso ako ung speaker.. kaya.. kemelatek!! (meaning "go lang!!"-galing dun sa mga student teacher sa fil- nyahaha) nagdefense ako/kami sa harap ni sir romero.. (shi mishter romero huuhh!) okei nmn ung presentation ko.. makipagkita na lang daw ako/kami sa kanya for the funds.,., hehe
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kinagabihan ng lunes..
puyat uli..
project kay sir mesa!! physics!!
nagpagawa pa si ge.. hayy.. tas nagpaprint si tata nico.. hays.. 1:30 nmn ako natulog..
kinabukasan..
ayun.. nagdaan ang mga subjects.. tas lunch!! nakatulog ako.. pag gising ko, derecho ako sa comp lab para manood ng laban ni jay ar sa asean chorva. hehe. tas nakaligtaan ko ung oras!! shet..
late ako ng ten minutes sa physics!! habol ako.. takbo. pasok sa physics lab. sumalubong si sir.
>"bat ngaun ka lang? lumabas ka na."
nagulat ako. pero kailangang sumunod.
pinatong ko ung project ko sa table nya.
>"ano yan project? kunin mo na yan. lumabas ka na."
wala akong imik. lumabas ako ng lab..
natapos ang time, nasa labas lang ako ng lab. lumabas ung mga klasmeyt ko. pumasok ako sa rum. kinausap ako ni sir.
>"san ka galing?"
>> sir sa canteen po, nakatulog po kasi ako nung lunch kaya nalate po ung pag kain ko.. sorry sir"
>"okay next time wag nang ganyan ha!give me your project."
>>"thank you sir.gudbye"
>"gudbye!"
wheeew! nakaligtas!! hehe
kinahapunan.. last two subjects, mapeh at journ.. nagrereklamo na klasmeyts ko.. gusto nang umuwi.. so gumawa ko ng paraan.. magpaexcuse kay mam casil at mam dumaya. ayaw ni maam casil, kasi di pa daw nya kami nirereview. so okei lang.. kay ms. d naman, letter daw.. kaya gumawa ako ng letter. then pumayag sya..
aun lang nmn un..
~~
wedenesday.. first day ng perio.. aga ako nagising. hehe pero late pa ren.. hehe sked ng test kanina:
>physics (anung koneksyon ng damit mo sa kulay ng ilaw?)
>filipino (gawsh hirap ng vocab)
>ekonomiks(waahh explain the cartoon.. )
>journalism(hehe.. pasado na kami dun..)
ang dakilang bantay: si mam sabangan.. hehe
~~
eto naging motto ng newton habang nagtetest..
In everything you do, BE DISCREET!
wag pahalata..
dahan dahan lang..
hinay hinay..
wahaha!!

baet talaga newton!!
bukas uli ha!!

KEMELATEK!!

im on blog leave.. :(

2006-07-30T00:39:00.000+08:00

the UPCAT is scheduled Aug.5-6..
unfortunately, my testing day is Aug.6 at exactly 12:30 in the afternoon, Malcolm Hall, College of Law(talagang kinumpleto.. ^^)
due to this misfortune.. hehe..

I WILL BE ON BLOG LEAVE.. STARTING 30 JULY 2006 TO 06 AUGUST 2006..

hehe..
i am going to review the whole week so i wont be able to use my pc.. :P

have a nice week!!
~~

today's best..

2006-07-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

nakita namin si mr. oblation kanina..
galing kasi kami sa diliman..
sobrang laki nya.. hirap ikutin.. at lakarin.. at pasyalan..
~~
napuntahan ko na yung hall na pagtetestan ko.. hehe
malcolm hall.. college of law.. super.. museum like.. iba ang ambience nya..
~~
ang saya kanina..
bumili pa kami ng t-shirt na up.. mga feeler kasi kami..
~~
its a very nice day today..
kasi i felt the calling.. hehe..
~~

a new world for my thoughts..

2006-07-28T23:22:00.001+08:00

my work is in a new world..
new lay out..
new skin..
new format..
new colors..
new posts? hehe..
thanks to nika (cause she made the lay out of my blog.. labs you friend!)
~~
nothing significant happened today, except for the change in my blog's lay out/skin..
hehe..
i came home late (7:30 i think..).. i ate my dinner.. btw, my mom's sick.. so sad.. after eating, as usual, i went in front of my pc.. doing the common things that i do--chat, chat, chat, surf, surf, surf.. hehe.. i also looked for some tabs and played it as well.. hehe.. and that's all.. hehe
~~
tomorrow, i will not attend the morning session of my review class.. cause of some important matters.. hehe.. ill attend the afternoon session, and after that, we'll be going to up diliman..
~~

the journey continues..

2006-07-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

these past few days, i have been feeling the so-called "satisfaction" and "relief"..
i feel relieved..
i feel satisfied..
i dont know why, maybe because i completely moved on.. all the things that had happened, will only be part of my past..
the days had passed when i would say "maybe I'm confused when you are near me I don't know what to do".
i have learned to appreciate things as what they are..
i have learned how t accept things that i could not change..

2006-06-22T23:42:00.001+08:00

malicious thoughts

by fermin

I think that I shall never get

her wet panty in the closet

you might think I'm a green minded

and like to sex a girl in bed

to touch yours is one of the best

from the mouth down to your breast

when i saw one that is sexy

i'd like to feel her smooth body

please help me because i cant sleep

my whole body is yours to keep

maybe tomorrow it is gone

but cant you see that we had fun?

kinda malicious im sorry

but i am not a maniac so dont worry!

~~~

2006-06-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

i wrote a poem.. last night.. before i went to sleep.. i didnt have sonthing to do that's why i took a piece of paper and a pen.. then the idea just came out..

last line

by: djms

i think that i shall never hear

your voice so soft and yet so clear

your very face that i once caressed

you very hands that i once pressed

somtimes i remember your smile

the smile that makes everything worthwhile

the thoughts of you makes me feel sad

though at times i look very glad

when im alone i think of you

crying's my aid when i feel blue

I was hurt when to me you said

the words i feel will make me dead

expecting "yes" was all i did

a "no" given, hurting indeed

my friends told me to set you free

its the only thing that's left for me

and now on this very last line

i still hope that you'll be mine

but i know this thing wont come true

he's the reason that's all i knew

~~~

i think..

2006-06-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

it has been a month since i last posted here.. twas a very long time.. a lot of thing had happened within that month.. and i dont know how to react with those things.. hell yes.. i really do not know..
yesterday, mrs. larcena told us to make a poem for our activity.. though many of my classmates wrote about love, i gave up about that.. i really do not know why but there is the feeling of vexation.. really.. i wrote about paradise..
my work was entitled.. paradise lost, paradise found.. i wont write it here anymore since it was a product of nonsense and stupidity.. hehe
we were asked to recite our poems in front of the class.. one poem struck me.. twas a work of my best friend.. vnrc.. here it goes:

a wish

by vnrc

i think that i shall never leave

the one who makes my heart concede

the one who makes me feel so glad

even at times when i am sad

the one whose presence make me tense

the one who gives everything sense

the one who always brighten my day

her laughter and giggles, what can i say?

the one whose smile is hard to find

because this girl is one of a kind

the one whose face and voice so fine

oh girl i wish i could call you mine!

kuro kuro ng isang baliw..

2006-05-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

".. I have called you friends because I have told you everything.." --Gospel acc. to John

Friends, friendship.. kaibigan.. pal.. kaututang dila.. gay-yem.. bawat isa sa aten meron ganyan.. kahit ang pinakamasamang tao sa mundo ay merong kaibigan..
iba iba ang ating pagpapakahulugan sa kaibigan.. Iba iba ang interpretasyon.. minsan itinuturing natin na kaptid, minsan magulang, minsan asawa.. iba iba sa ibat ibang klase ng tao.
at bakit ko namang naisipan na magpost ng isang bagay tungkol sa pagkakaibigan? simple lang.. dahil ako ay nakatagpo ng mga bagong kaibigan,, masaya ako,, dahil nakatagpo ako ng bago..
bwahaha..

my first blog..

2006-05-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

"a song is not a song unless you sing it.."--anonymous

this is my first blog. yes. this is my first blog. and you know what? i have nothing to say! (0.o)
na!! can't say anything.. bwahaha..